it's over

i hate it.
i hate it.
REALLY HATE IT!!

i've broke up with him, but honestly i don't wanna lose him.
i love him so much, but i think we won't have any good future in this relationship.
i don't know how to past this problem.

i always cry everday. whenever i see our memories lyk photos, bbm capture it, voice notes, etc, i can't lie to myself that i'm still so in love with him.
but, we know we can't do this anymore.
it's not because we don't want, but it's a MUST!
damn!
i hate this!
why it happened with me?!
damn!!!!!!!!

speechless.
but, thanks for being one of the best part of my life.
you'll never be replaced :)

28.11.09 - 04.01.11