luluh :'(

Saat terindah saat bersamamu begitu lelapnya aku pun terbuai
Sebenarnya aku tlah berharap ku kan memiliki dirimu selamanya

Segenap hatiku luluh lantah
mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
sungguh ku tak mampu tuk meredam
kepedihan hatiku untuk merelakan kepergianmu

Ingin kuyakini cinta takkan berakhir
namun takdir menuliskan Kita harus berakhir

hey, a :)

Do not ever doubt my love!
it is real and will forever be like that.

i love you,goodbye :')

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me

Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye :')

it's over

i hate it.
i hate it.
REALLY HATE IT!!

i've broke up with him, but honestly i don't wanna lose him.
i love him so much, but i think we won't have any good future in this relationship.
i don't know how to past this problem.

i always cry everday. whenever i see our memories lyk photos, bbm capture it, voice notes, etc, i can't lie to myself that i'm still so in love with him.
but, we know we can't do this anymore.
it's not because we don't want, but it's a MUST!
damn!
i hate this!
why it happened with me?!
damn!!!!!!!!

speechless.
but, thanks for being one of the best part of my life.
you'll never be replaced :)

28.11.09 - 04.01.11

one day with my mom!

hour ini emang uda ada rencana dari lama mau pegy sama nykp. nykp sengaja ambil off (cuti) biar bisa jalan2. tp sayangnya gw aja bangun jm stgah2. OMG. hahaha.

abis itu buru2 deh siap2, tp masi bingung mau kmna.

akhirnya d putuskan k puri aja (tempat paling terjangkau dari rumah).

pas uda siap mau pegy, tnyta STNK mobil kbawa sama koko gw yg gembelatos ituu!! OMG.

uda males banget tdnya, cuma uda siap2 males jg klo gga jadi. akhirnya pesen taxi.

dateng2, laper!

langsung kita k tempat shabu tei.

d liat2 ada bnyak diskon yee, mandiri, mega, XL pada diskon 50%. sayang kartu nykap yg mega ilang! apbolbu pake card BCA gw yg diskon 30%. eh tba2 nykap kepikiran ssuatu yg licik.

dy beli nomor XL baru d oke shop seharga 2500 rupiah, dan akhirnya mendapat diskon 50%! HAHAHAHA. gaol bener nykp.

abis itu, sbnernya mau ntn sex and the city 2, eh tnyta uda turun layar!

sedih bangett akhirnya gga ntn tuh film!!! ggrr.

akhirnya belanja d hero. mau beli jeruk nipis tdnya. tp akhirnya gga jadi beli karena 6 BUTIR JERUK NIPIS SEHARGA 18RB!!! MIKAAAAYYYY!!!

akhirnya belanja yg aneh2 aja dehh. chiki, minman, dll. faktor yg menyebabkan kegembulan! hmmm.

pas lewat sushi kiosk gw membujuk nykap masuk k dalem dan gw membeli UNAGI ONIGIRI!

gw bawa pulang dehh. ahhahaha.

abis itu gw segera pulang karena sudah lelah dan sakit perut!!!! HAHAHAH.

i really love this day, one day with my lovely mom!

thanks mom :)

have fun today !

setelah pergumulan yang panjang dan hampir menyerah kmren, akhirnya gw tetep pergi jg hari ini. tadinya gw cuma sama gaby. hopeless, bingung mau ajak siapa. ngjak ela, caca, sama lika ternyata mereka gga bisa. howee. d tengah2 kebingungan, tba2 priscil comment d status gw blg kalo dy ikut pergi. dan tandanya dewi jg bisa ikut karena ada priscil. NICE!

akhirnya gw, gaby, priscil dan dewi pergi juga k puri dan langsung menyambar hanamasa! haha.

dengan kebrutalan kita, kita lgsung menyerbu makanan tanpa dosa.

kebodohan priscil dah bener2, dy langsung membakar daging tanpa bumbu dlu, dan akhirnya lengket2 dah tuh daging d tempat bakar itu! udah d blgin berkali-kali tapi dy tetep ngeyel dan sering bgt lupa. akhirnya bnyak serpihan2 kecil d tempat bakar itu dan lengkett.

klo d makan bener2 garing kyak chiki gara2 gosong, hahahaha. dan anehnya tetep kite makan2in aja. wakkakaka.

beralih k tempat rebusnya.

gw mengambil makanan yg sangat bnyak sperti anak labil dan menyisakan sangat bnyak makanan. gw berpikir anak2 rakus itu bakal ngabisin itu tp ternyata mereka gga suka.

yah, sayangg bgt deh T.T

terus KERANG IJO!

kerang yg udah d rebus sama kita d ambil gaby dan dy bilang itu kerang kurang gizi! karena dagingnya dikitttt banget.

dengan kreatifnya, kerang yg uda d rebus itu d bakar dengan brutal sama dy.

tp dy blg sih enakan d bakar dlo.

akhirnya gw pun penasaran dengan kerang ijo bakar itu, dan gw mencomot kerang itu setelah rebutan sama priscil dan dewi.

ternyataa rasanya sangat...

TIDAK ENAK!!

gw bener2 bingung knp gaby bisa bilang itu enakk. hoeekk.

abis itu tanpa tujuan kita muter2 puri. k oke shop, gramedia, dan mendarat d food court karena ujan! kita tdakk bisa pulaanggg! aaaaaa.

dan puri mati lampu sampe 2x.

si gaby ngmg, "itu gimana yah yg lagi maen roller coaster?"

waduh bingung jugaaa yaa, serem banget, untung masa2 mkkb kita uda lewat jad gga maen itu.

hahaha.

setelah capai akhirnya kita pulang dan menempuh perjalanan yg BECEK dan MACET!!

but it was really such a great day for us.

i hope someday BENCHI will go together without leave anybody!

...

SORRY I MUST TELL THIS !

BUT I FEEL DISAPPOINTED WITH 'YOU' !!