How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
how do I live?
Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life
How do I go on?
If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know your everything good in My life
31.1.11
14.1.11
remember-ing
every night,
i always think about this damn problem :(
i remember about that day, january 4th 2011
the day when i broke up with him.
when he told me that he has his own way to forget me,
he want to obviate me, i felt like my whole world was fell down.
after couple hours i thought about that,
finally i decided to follow his way, obviate him too.
i always remember what i've said to him.
"ok, from now on, i'll try to obviate you, as you wish. i'm sorry if I was always selfish. thank you for your kindness and your attention to me. take care :')"
i cried.
AND FORTUNATELY,
he said that he couldn't obviate me for now.
ooh damn, i felt like my whole world come back again to me, just for me!
i don't know, i can't imagine,
when someday he will obviate me,
maybe i will be a marionette, be silent, do nothing, just shed tears.
:'(
i always think about this damn problem :(
i remember about that day, january 4th 2011
the day when i broke up with him.
when he told me that he has his own way to forget me,
he want to obviate me, i felt like my whole world was fell down.
after couple hours i thought about that,
finally i decided to follow his way, obviate him too.
i always remember what i've said to him.
"ok, from now on, i'll try to obviate you, as you wish. i'm sorry if I was always selfish. thank you for your kindness and your attention to me. take care :')"
i cried.
AND FORTUNATELY,
he said that he couldn't obviate me for now.
ooh damn, i felt like my whole world come back again to me, just for me!
i don't know, i can't imagine,
when someday he will obviate me,
maybe i will be a marionette, be silent, do nothing, just shed tears.
:'(
luluh :'(
Saat terindah saat bersamamu begitu lelapnya aku pun terbuai
Sebenarnya aku tlah berharap ku kan memiliki dirimu selamanya
Segenap hatiku luluh lantah
mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
sungguh ku tak mampu tuk meredam
kepedihan hatiku untuk merelakan kepergianmu
Ingin kuyakini cinta takkan berakhir
namun takdir menuliskan Kita harus berakhir
Sebenarnya aku tlah berharap ku kan memiliki dirimu selamanya
Segenap hatiku luluh lantah
mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
sungguh ku tak mampu tuk meredam
kepedihan hatiku untuk merelakan kepergianmu
Ingin kuyakini cinta takkan berakhir
namun takdir menuliskan Kita harus berakhir
13.1.11
i love you,goodbye :')
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye :')
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye :')
it's over
i hate it.
i hate it.
REALLY HATE IT!!
i've broke up with him, but honestly i don't wanna lose him.
i love him so much, but i think we won't have any good future in this relationship.
i don't know how to past this problem.
i always cry everday. whenever i see our memories lyk photos, bbm capture it, voice notes, etc, i can't lie to myself that i'm still so in love with him.
but, we know we can't do this anymore.
it's not because we don't want, but it's a MUST!
damn!
i hate this!
why it happened with me?!
damn!!!!!!!!
speechless.
but, thanks for being one of the best part of my life.
you'll never be replaced :)
28.11.09 - 04.01.11
i hate it.
REALLY HATE IT!!
i've broke up with him, but honestly i don't wanna lose him.
i love him so much, but i think we won't have any good future in this relationship.
i don't know how to past this problem.
i always cry everday. whenever i see our memories lyk photos, bbm capture it, voice notes, etc, i can't lie to myself that i'm still so in love with him.
but, we know we can't do this anymore.
it's not because we don't want, but it's a MUST!
damn!
i hate this!
why it happened with me?!
damn!!!!!!!!
speechless.
but, thanks for being one of the best part of my life.
you'll never be replaced :)
28.11.09 - 04.01.11
16.6.10
one day with my mom!
hour ini emang uda ada rencana dari lama mau pegy sama nykp. nykp sengaja ambil off (cuti) biar bisa jalan2. tp sayangnya gw aja bangun jm stgah2. OMG. hahaha.
abis itu buru2 deh siap2, tp masi bingung mau kmna.
akhirnya d putuskan k puri aja (tempat paling terjangkau dari rumah).
pas uda siap mau pegy, tnyta STNK mobil kbawa sama koko gw yg gembelatos ituu!! OMG.
uda males banget tdnya, cuma uda siap2 males jg klo gga jadi. akhirnya pesen taxi.
dateng2, laper!
langsung kita k tempat shabu tei.
d liat2 ada bnyak diskon yee, mandiri, mega, XL pada diskon 50%. sayang kartu nykap yg mega ilang! apbolbu pake card BCA gw yg diskon 30%. eh tba2 nykap kepikiran ssuatu yg licik.
dy beli nomor XL baru d oke shop seharga 2500 rupiah, dan akhirnya mendapat diskon 50%! HAHAHAHA. gaol bener nykp.
abis itu, sbnernya mau ntn sex and the city 2, eh tnyta uda turun layar!
sedih bangett akhirnya gga ntn tuh film!!! ggrr.
akhirnya belanja d hero. mau beli jeruk nipis tdnya. tp akhirnya gga jadi beli karena 6 BUTIR JERUK NIPIS SEHARGA 18RB!!! MIKAAAAYYYY!!!
akhirnya belanja yg aneh2 aja dehh. chiki, minman, dll. faktor yg menyebabkan kegembulan! hmmm.
pas lewat sushi kiosk gw membujuk nykap masuk k dalem dan gw membeli UNAGI ONIGIRI!
gw bawa pulang dehh. ahhahaha.
abis itu gw segera pulang karena sudah lelah dan sakit perut!!!! HAHAHAH.
i really love this day, one day with my lovely mom!
thanks mom :)
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